Today I began to deal with trash or memories I do not like or want, guess grief is not over. But when do you let go and move on, or should I say when will I learn that life is more difficult than I want it to be? Jesus said, “And whoever does not take up his cross and follow me is not worthy of me.” Mathew 10:38. What is my cross and why do I bare it at all?
I woke up truly angry today not knowing why so to fight off the anger I decided to clean up the front room, did I finish? No but the anger I felt when I woke up did not go away either. Who am I angry with I do not know, but this feeling is overwhelming me today? The worst part is I promised myself I will not let the sun set on my anger and it did today. Now I do not know what to do about this problem I pray, and the anger does not go away. Why am I so angry, who am I angry with, I do not know but I will figure it out before sunrise. This is because I have a God who loves me and cares about me. I will read my bible and learn more about who I am, what is my cross to bear.
God loves you; He loves me so; he will help me understand my anger today. I will figure out what my cross is, (ie: my purpose) and I will move forward. Have you figured out your Cross or as I said in the last sentence your purpose yet? If you have not look in to it through the Scriptures you will find it eventually.
T.Scott.Kisler 