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Oh God help me….. the Knight screams this dragon is too great for me. So he seeks out help for he is near defeat, The Knights Pastor Seth, his Wife Tammy come to help in the fight. The first claw in the Knights heart is confusion, also know as shock. He was unable to thinkContinue reading “Knight child of God”

As men we take on the role of the Knight in shining armor. Who is supposed to be the protector of his family. Working and fighting all the Dragons who would see them go homeless, hungry, and sick. Defeating the enemy at every turn, traveling as far as he needs to keep the enemy away.Continue reading “A Knight of the Son”

Where do I begin? It began in 2018 and has not ended yet. I don’t know if it is better too have a loved one pass away quickly without warning, or know they are passing away a piece at a time. I unfortunately had to deal with the later, Martha passed away one piece atContinue reading “2020”

I have edited this poem to truly represent how I am right now, please if you like this share it. He was truly lost in the way he loved, for he was not able to see himself in love anymore. So many times, did the loss shine, for what he lost was too dear toContinue reading “Through the Darkness”

They were truly lost in the way they loved, for they are not able to see themselves in love anymore. So many times, did the loss shine, for what they lost was too dear to replace, how could they love again? It is that thought that permeates their souls, how can one love again whenContinue reading “Out of the darkness”

Today in church the Holy Spirit showed up, for all who where there to worship God. I felt his presence on the way to church as well as when I got up this morning, I went to church expecting Him to be there. Everyone needs to understand, I know God, Jesus his Son, and TheContinue reading “Confirmed Grief is”

I have heard so many reasons for grief, But none really touch, the way it makes you feel. Lets talk about it for a moment; there are five stages of grief, first is denial, so I actually went through this in December 2018, this is when the first of twelve strokes began. I had toContinue reading “Why does Grief have to be?”

I have heard that some pastors have taken the idea of a virgin birth to task. As well as the idea God could cause a women to become pregnant without sex. I find this to be so short sighted, I find it wrong as well. For a pastor to come to this conclusion is beyondContinue reading “Marry”

As we begin to end one of the most celebrated days of the year, you might be feeling a little down. Calm down this is normal for everyone, I mean everyone, who is an adult. As adults the let down is that we have to continue to move forward. Go back to our jobs, getContinue reading “Ah ha! Christmas”

For the Christmas’s past, all must remember the ones who believed, that have past. Even in death their hearts showed their strength, their voices continue to praise the lord. This is their legacy that we need to celebrate, we are their memories, as we are still here. So I would like to remember a fewContinue reading “All Christmas Past and future”

Went to see the new frozen movie tonight with Gabby my daughter it had great music that will pull on your heart strings. It had a profound effect on me when Anna(Kristen Bell) sings the next right thing. This song has grief written all over it, this song explains what we all must do whenContinue reading “Frozen II”

Today I find myself sad, not because of anything frustrating or memorable just sad, guess what this is normal. The loss of someone causes a rift in the time space continuum for anyone who loved someone. That loss causes heart pain that comes and goes away, at a moments notice. There was a funeral forContinue reading “Saddened”

What does it really symbolize: for me it shows Martha’s unfailing love of Jesus Christ the greatest gift God could give to us. Putting up the Christmas tree has always been a chore for me not a pleasure. I have always had a difficult time with the commercializing of what is supposed to be celebrationContinue reading “The Christmas Tree”

What a Question, when you lose your right arm Ie. your spouse, you begin to Question who you are. You have been married for years and they completed who you where, and now what? Finding that out is beginning to cause me a little trouble, I was the Husband who worked all day and evenContinue reading “Who Am I”

In the darkness the lily shines from the light of the moon Its beauty is not lost nor is it afraid, it blooms The faith of the lily is strong knowing that even in death it will bloom again Not losing its beauty because of the God who created it The sparrow continues to flyContinue reading “Poem by grief”

Today was excellent I went to Church in Ruston, La. then surprised team members at a Christmas party. I had a lot of fun, but now I am worn out, have to drive back in the morning. I have a thought when you are at your last thread of emotional strength find your friends getContinue reading “What A Wonderful Day”

Lets start out with this, I am not perfect but I have experience, After more than ten years of seeing the good the bad and the ugly of restaurant hospitality. I cannot go to a restaurant without judging the servers even of other tables. I went to a popular place tonight the food was incredibleContinue reading “Maybe I should become a restaurant hospitality critic”

I forgot to put the scripture reference and the promise, Luke ch 1:5-22 the announcement of John the Baptist birth the one who will make the path straight.

Had the most interesting thought, when Zechariah was in the holy of holies an Angel of the Lord appeared to him, he was understandably scared. The Angel speaks to him saying don’t be afraid, (News flash, if an Angel of the lord appears to you out of no where I promise you will be afraid).Continue reading “Can you Believe”

When you believe you are alone I see you, with the tears flowing down your cheeks, I see you. believe it or not I have been feeling very alone, even though the kids are here there is something missing And she is in heaven have a glorious time without me. that sounded very self centered.Continue reading “I see you”