When you accept that you , like every one else you are a sinner. Knowing now that no matter what you will live for eternity. Either in hell with eternal pain and suffering, or in heaven with eternal paradise. The choice truly up to you! If you will choose Jesus, confess that you are a sinner, accept Jesus as your savior, then and only then, are you saved. At that moment you are truly forgiven and covered by the sacrifice of Christ Jesus. Then No condemnation can be leveled against you, accept Jesus and you will be free, deny Jesus and you will spend all of eternity in pain and suffering. Chose life not pain, say these words in your heart and mind, Father who art in heaven, I confess that I am a sinner, please forgive me. Then God the father will forgive you.
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