Oh God help me….. the Knight screams this dragon is too great for me. So he seeks out help for he is near defeat, The Knights Pastor Seth, his Wife Tammy come to help in the fight. The first claw in the Knights heart is confusion, also know as shock. He was unable to think what is the next step, he could not really fathom that the dragon DNA defeated his queen. Or that the dragon Grief had taken hold of him, this Knight thought he had prepared for all the attacks but he was not. As the Knights Pastor Seth, his Wife Tammy battled the dragon Greif, the claw of confusion slowly comes free. The other claws dig deeper, as the claw of shock is removed by the Knights Pastor and his Wife Tammy. The claw of denial and anger stab at the Knights chest, He realized the truth about these claws, that they could only be removed by admitting the truth to himself. His beautiful, smart, intelligent, loving, God loving bride was in heaven, and there was nothing he could do, but keep living for Jesus! This way he would see his Queen again, then suddenly the Knights where able to remove the claws of denial and anger chopping them off with their swords of prayer. The Knight continued to struggle with the Dragon of Grief, it still had several claws in his heart and mind. This Battle may take more than a year, therefore the Knight must be strong, in faith, in love, in mercy and the grace of God. So he cries out again God give me strength……. to be continued